Shopaholic Takes Manhattan Page 3

  Excesses? That is so mean.

  “You really must make more effort to keep within your overdraft limit,” he’s saying now. “Or, even better, pay it off.”

  “I know,” I say vaguely. “I’m planning to.”

  I’ve just spotted a girl on the other side of the road, with an LK Bennett bag. She’s holding a great big bag — with two shoe boxes in it.

  If she’s allowed to buy two pairs of shoes, then why aren’t I? What’s the rule that says you can only buy one pair of shoes at a time? I mean, it’s so arbitrary.

  “What about your other finances?” Derek Smeath is asking. “Do you have any store card bills, for example?”

  “No,” I say with a tinge of smugness. “I paid them all off months ago.”

  “And you haven’t spent anything since?”

  “Only bits and pieces. Hardly anything.”

  And what’s ninety quid, really? In the greater scheme of things?

  “The reason I’m asking these questions,” says Derek Smeath, “is that I feel I should warn you. The bank is restructuring somewhat, and my successor, John Gavin, may not have quite the same relaxed approach which I have taken toward your account. I’m not sure you’re aware quite how lenient I have been with you.”

  “Really?” I say, not really listening.

  I mean, suppose I took up smoking. I’d easily spend ninety quid on cigarettes without even thinking about it, wouldn’t I?

  In fact, think of all the money I’ve saved by not smoking. Easily enough to afford one little pair of shoes.

  “He’s a very capable man,” Derek Smeath is saying. “But also very… rigorous. Not particularly known for his flexibility.”

  “Right,” I say, nodding absently.

  “I would certainly recommend that you address your overdraft without delay.” He takes a sip of coffee. “And tell me, have you done anything about taking out a pension?”

  “Erm… I went to visit that independent adviser you recommended.”

  “And did you fill in any of the forms?”

  Unwillingly, I drag my attention back to him.

  “Well, I’m just considering my options,” I say, and put on my wise, financial-expert look. “There’s nothing worse than rushing into the wrong investment, you know. Particularly when it comes to something as important as a pension.”

  “Very true,” says Derek Smeath. “But don’t spend too long considering, will you? Your money won’t save itself.”

  “I know!” I say and take a sip of cappuccino.

  Now I feel a bit uncomfortable. Maybe he’s right. Maybe I should put £90 into a pension fund instead of buying another pair of shoes.

  But on the other hand — what good is a pension fund of £90? I mean, that’s not exactly going to keep me in my old age, is it? Ninety measly quid. And by the time I’m old, the world will probably have blown up, or something.

  Whereas a pair of shoes is tangible, it’s there in your hand…

  Oh, sod it. I’m going to get them.

  “Mr. Smeath, I have to go,” I say abruptly, putting down my cup. “There’s something I have to… do.”

  I have to get back there as quickly as possible. I pick up my carrier bag and drop a fiver on the table. “Lovely to see you. And good luck in your retirement.”

  “Best of luck to you too, Rebecca,” says Derek Smeath, smiling kindly at me. “But do remember what I’ve said. John Gavin won’t indulge you in the way that I have. So please be careful with your spending.”

  “I will!” I say brightly.

  And without quite running, I’m off down the street, as quick as I can, back to LK Bennett.

  Perhaps strictly speaking I didn’t exactly need to buy a pair of clementine shoes. But what occurred to me while I was trying them on was, I haven’t actually broken my new rule. Because the point is, I will need them.

  After all, I will need new shoes at some point, won’t I? Everyone needs shoes. And surely it’s far more prudent to stock up now in a style I really like, than to wait until my last pair wears out and then find nothing nice in the shops. It’s only sensible. It’s like… hedging my future position in the shoe market.

  As I come out of LK Bennett, gleefully grasping my two shiny new bags, there’s a warm, happy glow all around me, and I’m not in the mood to go home. So I decide to pop across the street to Gifts and Goodies. This is one of the shops that carries Suze’s frames, and I have a little habit of going in whenever I pass, just to see if anyone’s buying one.

  I push the door open with a little ping, and smile at the assistant, who looks up. This is such a lovely shop. It’s all warm and scented, and full of gorgeous things like chrome wine racks and etched glass coasters. I sidle past a shelf of pale mauve leather notebooks, and look up — and there they are! Three purple tweed photo frames, made by Suze! I still get a thrill, every time I see them.

  And oh my God! I feel a sudden zing of excitement. There’s a customer standing there, and she’s holding one. She’s actually holding one!

  To be perfectly honest, I’ve never actually seen anyone buying one of Suze’s frames. I mean, I know people must buy them, because they keep selling out — but I’ve never actually seen it happen. This is so exciting!

  I walk quietly forward just as the customer turns the frame over. She frowns at the price, and my heart gives a little flurry.

  “That’s a really beautiful photo frame,” I say casually. “Really unusual.”

  “Yes,” she says, and puts it back down on the shelf.

  No! I think in dismay. Pick it up again!

  “It’s so difficult to find a nice frame these days,” I say conversationally. “Don’t you think? When you find one, you should just… buy it! Before someone else gets it.”

  “I suppose so,” says the customer, giving me an odd look.

  Now she’s walking away. What can I do?

  “Well, I think I’ll get one,” I say distinctly, and pick it up. “It’ll make a perfect present. For a man, or a woman… I mean, everyone needs photograph frames, don’t they?”

  The customer doesn’t seem to be taking any notice. But never mind, when she sees me buying it, maybe she’ll rethink.

  I hurry to the checkout, and the woman behind the till smiles at me. I think she’s the shop owner, because I’ve seen her interviewing staff and talking to suppliers. (Not that I come in here very often, it’s just coincidence or something.)

  “Hello again,” she says. “You really like those frames, don’t you?”

  “Yes,” I say loudly. “And such fantastic value!” But the customer’s looking at a glass decanter, and not even listening.

  “How many of them have you bought, now? It must be about… twenty?”

  What? My attention snaps back to the shop owner. What’s she saying?

  “Or even thirty?”

  I stare at her in shock. Has she been monitoring me, every time I’ve been in here? Isn’t that against the law?

  “Quite a collection!” she adds pleasantly, as she wraps it up in tissue paper.

  I’ve got to say something, or she’ll get the idea that it’s me buying all Suze’s frames instead of the general public. Which is ridiculous. I ask you, thirty! I’ve only bought about… four. Five, maybe.

  “I haven’t got that many!” I say hurriedly. “I should think you’ve been mixing me up with… other people. And I didn’t just come in to buy a frame!” I laugh gaily to show what a ludicrous idea that is. “I actually wanted some of… these, too.” I grab randomly at some big carved wooden letters in a nearby basket, and hand them to her. She smiles, and starts laying them out on tissue paper one by one.

  “P… T… R… R.”

  She stops, and looks at the letters puzzledly. “Were you trying to make Peter?”

  Oh for God’s sake. Does there always have to be a reason to buy things?

  “Erm… yes,” I say. “For my… my godson. He’s three.”

  “Lovely! Here we are then. Two E’s
, and take away one R…”

  She’s looking at me kindly, as if I’m a complete halfwit. Which I suppose is fair enough, since I can’t spell Peter and it’s the name of my own godson.

  “That’ll be… £48,” she says, as I reach for my purse. “You know, if you spend £50, you get a free scented candle.”

  “Really?” I look up with interest. I could do with a nice scented candle. And for the sake of £2…

  “I’m sure I could find something…” I say, looking vaguely round the shop.

  “Spell out the rest of your godson’s name in wooden letters!” suggests the shop owner helpfully. “What’s his surname?”

  “Um, Wilson,” I say without thinking.

  “Wilson!” And to my horror, she begins to root around in the basket. “W… L… here’s an O…”

  “Actually,” I say quickly, “actually, better not. Because… because… actually, his parents are divorcing and he might be changing his surname.”

  “Really?” says the shop owner, and pulls a sympathetic face as she drops the letters back in. “How awful. Is it an acrimonious split, then?”

  “Yes,” I say, looking around the shop for something else to buy. “Very. His… his mother ran off with the gardener.”

  “Are you serious?” The shop owner’s staring at me, and I suddenly notice a couple nearby listening as well. “She ran off with the gardener?”

  “He was… very hunky,” I improvise, picking up a jewelry box and seeing that it costs £75. “She couldn’t keep her hands off him. The husband found them together in the toolshed. Anyway—”

  “Goodness me!” says the shop owner. “That sounds incredible!”

  “It’s completely true,” chimes in a voice from across the shop.

  What?

  My head whips round — and the woman who was looking at Suze’s frames is walking toward me. “I assume you’re talking about Jane and Tim?” she says. “Such a terrible scandal, wasn’t it? But I thought the little boy was called Toby.”

  I stare at her, unable to speak.

  “Maybe Peter is his baptismal name,” suggests the shop owner, and gestures to me. “This is his godmother.”

  “Oh, you’re the godmother!” exclaims the woman. “Yes, I’ve heard all about you.”

  This isn’t happening.

  “Now, perhaps you can tell me.” The woman comes forward and lowers her voice confidentially. “Did Tim accept Maud’s offer?”

  I look around the silent shop. Everyone is waiting for my answer.

  “Erm… yes, he did! Actually, I think I’ll pay by cash.” I fumble in my purse, and plonk £50 on the counter. “Keep the change.”

  “What about your scented candle?” says the shop owner. “You can choose from vanilla, sandalwood—”

  “Never mind,” I say, hurrying toward the door.

  “Wait!” calls the woman urgently. “What happened to Ivan?”

  “He… he emigrated to Australia,” I say, and slam the door behind me.

  God, that was a bit close. I think I’d better go home.

  As I reach the corner of our road, I pause and do a little rearranging of my bags. Which is to say, I put them all in one LK Bennett carrier, and push them down until you can’t see them. But it’s not that I’m hiding them or anything.

  I’m kind of hoping I’ll be able to scuttle into my room without Suze seeing me, but as I open the front door, she’s sitting on the floor of the hall, parceling something up.

  “Hi!” she says. “Did you get the shoes?”

  “Yes,” I say brightly. “Absolutely. Right size, and everything.”

  “Let’s have a look then!”

  “I’ll just… unpack them,” I say casually, and head toward my room, trying to keep relaxed. But I know I look guilty. I’m even walking guiltily.

  “Bex,” she says suddenly. “What else is in that bag? That’s not just one pair of shoes.”

  “Bag?” I turn as though in surprise. “Oh, this bag. Erm… just a few… bits and pieces. You know… odds and ends…”

  I tail away guiltily as Suze folds her arms, looking as stern as she can.

  “Show me.”

  “OK, listen,” I say in a rush. “I know I said only one pair. But before you get angry, just look.” I reach into my second LK Bennett bag, slip open the box, and slowly pull out one of the clementine sandals. “Just… look at that.”

  “Oh my God,” breathes Suze, staring at it. “That’s absolutely… stunning.” She takes it from me and strokes the soft leather gently — then suddenly her stern expression returns. “But did you need them?”

  “Yes!” I say defensively. “Or at least… I was just stocking up for the future. You know, like a kind of… investment.”

  “An investment?”

  “Yes. And in a way, it’s saving money — because now I’ve got these, I won’t need to spend any money on shoes next year. None!”

  “Really?” says Suze suspiciously. “None at all?”

  “Absolutely! Honestly, Suze, I’m going to live in these shoes. I won’t need to buy any more for at least a year. Probably two!”

  Suze is silent and I bite my lip, waiting for her to tell me to take them back to the shop. But she’s looking down at the sandal again, and touching the little clementine.

  “Put them on,” she says suddenly. “Let me see!”

  With a small thrill I pull out the other sandal and slip them on — and they’re just perfect. My perfect clementine slippers, just like Cinderella.

  “Oh, Bex,” says Suze — and she doesn’t have to say anything else. It’s all there in her eyes.

  Honestly, sometimes I wish I could marry Suze.

  After I’ve paraded back and forth a few times, Suze gives a contented sigh, then reaches inside the big carrier for the Gifts and Goodies bag. “So — what did you get from here?” she says interestedly. The wooden letters spill out, and she begins to arrange them on the carpet.

  “P-E-T-E-R. You got a present for Peter!”

  “Erm… yes,” I say vaguely, grabbing for the Gifts and Goodies bag before she can spot her own frame in there. (She once caught me buying one in Fancy Free and got all cross, and said she would always make me one if I wanted it.) “Who’s Peter?”

  “My machinist!” says Suze. “But you’ve never met him!”

  “Well… you know. He sounds nice on the phone… anyway, I’d better go and get ready for tomorrow.”

  “Ooh, that reminds me,” says Suze, reaching for a piece of paper. “Luke rang for you!”

  “Really?” I say, trying to hide my delight. I always get a little thrill when Luke rings, because, to be honest, he doesn’t do it that much. I mean, he phones to arrange times of meeting and that kind of stuff — but he doesn’t often phone for a chat. Sometimes he sends me e-mails, but they’re not what you’d call chatty, more… Well, I don’t exactly want to give away our intimate secrets — but put it like this, the first time I got one, I was quite shocked! (But I sort of look forward to them now.)

  “He said he’ll pick you up from the studio tomorrow at twelve. And the Mercedes has had to go into the garage, so you’ll be going down in the MGF.”

  “Really?” I say. “That’s so cool!”

  “I know,” says Suze, beaming back at me. “Isn’t it great? Oh, and he also said can you pack light, because the boot isn’t very big.”

  I stare at her, my smile fading.

  “What did you say?”

  “Pack light,” repeats Suze. “You know: not much luggage, maybe one small bag or holdall…”

  “I know what ‘pack light’ means!” I say, my voice shrill with alarm. “But… I can’t!”

  “Of course you can!”

  “Suze, have you seen how much stuff I’ve got?” I say, going to my bedroom door and flinging it open. “I mean, just look at that.”

  Suze follows my gaze uncertainly, and we both stare at my bed. My big acid-green suitcase is full. Another pile of clothes is sitting besi
de it. And I haven’t even got to makeup and stuff yet.

  “I can’t do it, Suze,” I wail. “What am I going to do?”

  “Phone Luke and tell him?” suggests Suze, “and say he’ll have to hire a car with a bigger boot?”

  For a moment I’m silent. I try to imagine Luke’s face if I tell him he has to hire a bigger car to hold my clothes.

  “The thing is,” I say at last, “I’m not sure he’d completely understand…”

  The doorbell rings and Suze gets up.

  “That’ll be Special Express for my parcel,” she says. “Listen, Bex, it’ll be fine! Just… prune away a few things.” She goes to answer the door and I’m left staring at my jumbled bed.

  Prune away? But prune away what, exactly? I mean, it’s not as though I’ve packed a load of stuff I don’t need. If I just start removing things at random my whole system will collapse.

  Come on. Think laterally. There must be a solution.

  Maybe I could… secretly fix a trailer onto the car when Luke isn’t looking?

  Or maybe I could wear all my clothes, on top of each other, and say I’m feeling a bit chilly…

  Oh, this is hopeless. What am I going to do?

  Distractedly, I wander out of my room and into the hall, where Suze is handing a padded envelope to a man in uniform.

  “That’s great,” he says. “If you could just sign there… Hello!” he adds cheerfully to me, and I nod back, staring blankly at his badge, which reads: Anything, anywhere, by tomorrow morning.

  “Here’s your receipt,” says the man to Suze, and turns to leave. And he’s halfway out of the door, when the words suddenly start jumping about in my mind.

  Anything.

  Anywhere.

  By tomorrow—

  “Hey, wait!” I call, just as the door’s about to slam. “Could you just hold on one sec—”

  PARADIGM BOOKS LTD

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  Ms. Rebecca Bloomwood

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  4 September 2000

  Dear Becky:

  You may remember, when we spoke two weeks ago you assured me the first draft of your book would be with me within days. I’m sure it’s on its way — or has it possibly gotten lost in the post? Maybe you could send me another copy?